REALMS: God?

 

Times have I heard momma clamour in secret dungeon of her room.

To this have I pondered, for I understood her dialect to be Holy scripted..

I was barely a teen, so I got no arm for her to lean.

She was having a conversation with the "father"

But grandpa was no more, death already came to claim him last winter.

I know of a man people speaks of 

They would pray to him and say Amen, 

Saying he would answer their prayers,

Build a house for him but he never seems to be at home.

This makes me wonder even more, like Alice in Wonderland.

Maybe she was talking to her father in the spirit clan,

For she wholly believe in a ""God the father and the spirit"", in kind.

As many times in the past,

Momma hue and cry not, even when she wallow in the drain of distress.

She calls her sadness joy, as she look up high to battle hard.

Believing in the man upstairs to bring the good days fast to act.

I would look up the same time she does, hoping I'll see what she's seeing.

But no one came down, nothing showed in the sky,

Then I believe, to believe is to be mad.

Alas! Now that He stabs her heart with the stake of hopelessness.

Under the staring glare of the full moon, she narrates a tale I’ll live long to contend.

“I know a mighty king, with the ultimate emblem of power,

Who hangs on the throne of the immortals, yet directs the affairs of the mortals.

He claims to care for all in the guise of “I am love”

He claims to be my refuge and strength, hence, I look up to Him, yet deserted.

With my life have I vowed to walk righteously in His name,

Starving myself, yet giving out alms,

But He subconsciously regard them as harms,

As He sees not my works, but faults.”

So you say there's a man in the sky.

Who stays and watch over every being and See's all at the same time.

You believe he is mightier than the king but still you can't disobey the king

"Thou shalt not bow to any other king or idol except I thy GOD"

Still he hasn't done anything about it for the thousands of years it has been happening.

Who is HE???