INNER PEACE; WRITE-UP

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I couldn't decide whether to be grateful or not, I was sad, why is all these happening to me? I thought I was meant to be  great, how come my life is like this? these thoughts echoed in my head so loud that I could feel my heart beating slowly each second that passes. 

then I had a knock, *who could it be - the voice in my head echoed back as I gaze in shock. -it's me - a voice replied from behind The door. 

*Oh No- the voice in my head said - he is back again -My Demon. just when I thought I was done for . Standing up from my bed Andy walking sneakily to the door,  *She - the voice in my head keeps telling me not to give him a chance. 

Still yet I opened and there he was -Smiling so happily, he gazed at me with a broad smile. 

*you thought I was gone? he asked. 

- We hoped -  She -the voice in my head replied.  he gave a disappointing groan for a second before smiling again. Well - I am always here whenever you need me, he said with a smile on his face. 

He walked quietly but with the same annoying smile on his face after me as I walk back to my bed. he sat beside me as usual the said -" I'm always here with you, you're never alone".

-come, rest your head, he placed my head on his laps with was the most comfortable place for me every moment he is around. 

like every night, I felt a monster on top of me and another inside - sleeplessness has been and epidemic that ceases not to end. 

I caught a glimpse of what my soul was about to become as I sluggishly close my eyes and he laughed along side me. *I saw my demons, his demons - our demons take me up, they hung a rope dangling from the ceiling of my room, on my neck and let go of me -as I gasp for air

I took my last gaze and saw my soul walking towards my my Lucifer and demons yet he smiled. 

Now I wasn't gasping for air anymore - I was free. I saw my soul walking out of the room, holding hands with my Lucifer -I turned and saw my lifeless body dangling from the ceiling 

Mama would cry, when she walks in my room and see my lifeless body dangling like a Jan Glover in the playground, papa would, people would - people would say how much of a happy soul I was in favour of my demised soul. 

They'll put my body 6feet below and all will think I found peace. :

- well, Yes I did find Peace

-I laid comfortably. 

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